Arbaʿūn, 40: Arabic 2019

God, Blessed and Exalted be He, does not want perfection from us, but He wants us to constantly strive towards Him. In this book, I summarize my journey through 40 years in this world, the journey of conflict and an attempt to continuously advance in search of inner peace. I do not claim that I have arrived, the journey is still long, but it is a human experience in which you may see yourself as a beneficiary and benefit. I wrote the book during The forty-day retreat where I retired from people and technology and sat on a remote island with myself trying to think about what had passed and what was to come. I ended up with forty thoughts on each of the axes below: • With my life • With my Quran • With myself • With my improvements • With my stories • With my God • With my books • With people's judgment • With my memories • With my judgment. "Ahmed Shuqairi"