Ravāyat-i yik kūdakī-yi sakht (nifrat, ishq, zindigī): Persian 1402

This book narrates the life of a girl who survives the sufferings of World War II, but after the war, this time in her own family, she becomes a victim of her parents' mistreatment. The only way for him to be free is to oppose them. Psychoanalyst Lillian Zilberstein, working on her memories and those of her patients, explores the psychological mechanism of "liberating hate": "Hate was necessary for me because it was the only way I could get out of the victim position. But how can one go beyond this hatred and reach love? Understanding the hate protection system can help us come to peace with our painful past and let go of it. This work is an honest narrative about the survival mechanism and methods of dealing with the misbehavior of others. Parts of the book Narration of a Difficult Childhood: I have made up my father completely in my mind. He disappeared in 1939 and I was one year old then. In my childhood, no one talked about him. Over time, I became suspicious of this family's silence. The only paternal presence I experienced before the war was the presence of my grandfather, But he was old and I knew that he was my mother's father. My mother spoke highly of her father and I loved him very much. Why didn't I have a father? After the war, the elders talked about the deportation and killing of my grandparents, uncles, and cousins. But my father was never mentioned. Why? I also knew that this man who lived with my mother after the war is not my father...